life...HAIS

I'm really grateful that you were willing to take in my brother and I but I really don't like the method you use in your family on me. I don't say it because I didn't want to hurt you. The more you want to control me, the more I want to escape. You are very nice, to mr you are a great aunt, really. Your method just don't work, it'll just tire yourself and suffocate me. Your daughter can, I can't. You arrange everything for me, I dont like. The only way I release now is to shop; because there's no one people can stop. However, I'm not rich, my dad have to work doubly hard. I know he's tired. But I can't stop spending!! No money, no freedom... This just sucks!! Screw it man!