One of my Kor talked with me through a conversation then talk until relationship thingy then I told him I'm not ready to get into relationship yet cause he asked me to give Lewis a chance.
Then I tell my past that caused me un-ready,he asked me to share,so I shared.
I typed until I started recalling and so started to cry.
It's not easy as you think when you asked me to start a relationship again do you know I have to cry in the night to get a bright smile in the day in the past,it's real pain.女人真的不易做啊,咳,sometimes I feel that I'm really a failure.
Just...hais.
Say I dont care is fake,HOW CAN I DONT CARE?
If I dont care,my world will be crushing down!!!
But I know I wouldnt fall so easily cause I have my gans with me,my mum guiding from above and church friends...thank you all,I'll rmb this in my entire life!
