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back to post...it's een quite long since I POST
Just now when I reach the doorstep,I sudddenlt thought of something.No one is welcoming me home,usually my mother wil do so,so everythng came ack again...Memories just wont erase,just like you have to face your own life.

Being a senior of Sec1s,I had to do a great job though I wasnt the Team Leader.First day I really had no mood to do all stuff.My group had Lau YeWei,that ___...& Qing Yang,suay-suay with them nia :(...We were all waiting to be classified into groups,that period was the most boring thing that I 've done so.I mean is like I hate it this way!Qing Yang & that stupid YeWei keep sayng me "fierce woman"...damn it!nvm,humoruus but irritatng.Seriously!,They can do so but not overboard.Meet new friends along the way & I really got to know them well.My group was terribly quiet."Smurfs" is our major group name of Team7&8.I got to know this,JiaXin;she was also from SVPS!So happy about it!Herman too!

I wrote stuff on my reflection book but I cant really rmb what I've wrote.Yesterday we had nght walk(as usual),but this time,it was the senior who planned this night walk.I team up with YuFeng,Juffri,JiaXin&myself.We were the last four teams to carry our journeys.First stop,we went to the 6th floor from the D&T stairs.When walk near the toilet o that level,a pon-thai-na suddenly came out!I screamed to my lungs could take.I ran,but was caught,second time i fall down and was caught by her again,so I really was scared after that.Then we went 4th floor it was nothing much,we went out of the lift cause this senior told us to.So we walk to the jnior block,another senior told us that it's not this way.So we went back to the lft,Inside was a smiling senior pon-thai-na.She did not scare us,in fact,we shoo her out...hehehe...funny...the second & third pon-thai-na that made me go bersek was one on the way to the auditrium's back door & another on the senior's block level 5.But the one that alost made me cry is the third one,at the auditorium.I ran &ran until I stop at the lift of second floor,I couldnt take it so I ran.One senior came forward to ask if I'm ok,I didnt reply him & just ran back to fnd Juffri they all.F___ sia!

After the night walk,we had to sit down & discuss our cheers.Yesterday night also,but it was task from Ms. Chong,to modify each and everyone of us' cheer.

I dreamt of being caught back right into the house again,by my parent's guards!
That was fifth time I was caught,after they caught me,I went to a corner and cry hard,I was fuming mad,mad until my tears start dropping;that's why I went to a corner to cry.In my dream,my dad told the security something,if I'm not wrong he requested for higher level security...It was like "O Man!~"Cant believe that I would be trap again...The reason for my escape is because I wanted to be like my friends that I've just met in my own house.She worked her in my house,(forget to tell you,my house is as big as a resort.)her duty was to keep me company,while clean my room.We were like close friends,we chat anything and everything under the sun.As I wasnt allowed to get out of the house,she brings in many hometown stuff to make me feel better.She saw me wanting to get out,she decided to do a plan.
We went swimming the next day,then she told me that the swimming pool have place to escape...We swam for a few moments before carrying out this plan.
That's how I get caught AGAIN!

Luckily it's just a dream,or I'll die of suffocation..hehe:P

Once in this year,let my heart out!

Today was kinda rush for me cause i was late for it...i woke up at 9.45,9.50 to be exact.I rushed there after bathing :P

The tution was boring cause only me & teacher...this guy teacher i so lame,jokes were cold too...

After tution rush to buy breakfast,hungry until stomach flat!!!(sob sob) :{ then go woodlands find the others.When i reach they weren't there,you know where they were?they were buying bubble tea! (hummph!)
People who went to ESCAPE:Jonathan,Kane,Isaiah di,SiYuan,Serene Twinie & ME!

The journey there was damn boring...Jonathan sat with Serene,behind them was Kane and me,behind me was Isaiah...Kane and i alot of commotion from Woodlands to dont know where...forget le... :P.On the busIsaiah keep ka-jiao me from behind really can stand him at times..bully me(old woman)...

The first thing when they went into the theme park,was going into the "Haunted House"...I didnt went in...but when they all came out,they say very scary and eveything change...At the entrance say "pirate Ship" was closed due to some maintence thingy,but it wasnt like this...but we played "Go Kart"Jon intiated to drive with Serene,Kane intiated to drive with me so left SiYuan with Isaiah...Then when the person-in-charge came,he said your partner must be at least 18,Isaiah & SiYuan became dissappointed & when out...It wa kinda surprsing that he intiated!Kane never brake one lor...keep hittng the accelerator...when parking also like that lor...haiyo...but was fun,the last time i played when was K1,with mummy...After that,go Inverter,first time i keep screaming...second time was nothing much,i didnt scream...Isaiah's veins near the eye was like going to burst any moment...

As promised,I played the "Pirate Ship"...First time,I scream lke hell cause me,SiYuan&Serene were sittig on the back seat,on the opposite ends sitted Jonathan,Isaiah&Kane...Scream my heart oout...comfortable after the scream...haaaa...never had that feeling before...this means I had too much stuff in my heart...second time,we no chioe have to sit in the center's second row...though it's still high,i ddnt scream but because of Serene,she made me scream keep facing me and scream...haiyo...Serene,how cute!

Went home after that the secong time for the "Prate Ship"cause really very late le(for my dad)cause i actually said i would leave at 4...but in the end,i left there at about 6.30...

Ps,never take any pictures...

Back at one

Back At One
It's undeniable that we should be together
It's unbelievable how I used to say that out for never
The basis that need to know if don't know just how I feel
Then let me show you how that I'm for real
If all things in time I will reveal
Yeah
One, to make a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one
So incredible the way things work themselves out
And all emotional once you know what it's all about babe
And undesirable for us to be apart
Never would have made it very far
Cause you know you got the keys to my heart
Cause one, Your like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'

Fell In Love with this song when i went malaysia-Johor's Jusco...It was there playing...so nice lor
Recommended!!!

What is love?It's a painful feeling..

Why is love painful?Because the person I love have left me...

Why does the person you love leaves you..?Because the person I love doesnt feel the same way...

Talking aout y past again...

One of my Kor talked with me through a conversation then talk until relationship thingy then I told him I'm not ready to get into relationship yet cause he asked me to give Lewis a chance.
Then I tell my past that caused me un-ready,he asked me to share,so I shared.
I typed until I started recalling and so started to cry.
It's not easy as you think when you asked me to start a relationship again do you know I have to cry in the night to get a bright smile in the day in the past,it's real pain.女人真的不易做啊,咳,sometimes I feel that I'm really a failure.
Just...hais.
Say I dont care is fake,HOW CAN I DONT CARE?
If I dont care,my world will be crushing down!!!
But I know I wouldnt fall so easily cause I have my gans with me,my mum guiding from above and church friends...thank you all,I'll rmb this in my entire life!