无药可救了...只能说我爱你(ILY)

Mnet Asian Music Awards 2011 in Singapore!!!

2011-11-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

Mnet PD's choice Awards - YB Find the Dream Breaker
Best Asian Artist China - Jane Zhang Ling Ying
Style in Music - Seo In Young Into The Rhythm
Singapore's Choice - SuperJunior Mr. Simple
Hottest Asian Artist - KODA KUMI Bling Bling Bling
Best New Asian Artist(Group) - AZIATIX Go
Best New Asian Artist(Solo) - VISION WEI Run Away
Best Vocal Performance Group - 2NE1 Lonely
Best O.S.T - Back Ji Young That Woman (Secret Garden OST)
Best Music Video - BIGBANG Love Song
Best Band Performance - CNBLUE Intuition
Best Rap Performance - LEESSANG Turned off the TV
Best Vocal Performance Solo - IU Good Day
Best Dance Performance(solo) - Hyun-A Bubble Pop
Best Dance Performance(Male Group) - BEAST Fiction
Best Dance Performance(Female Group) - miss A Good-bye Baby
Best Male Group - SuperJunior Mr. Simple
Best Female Group - Girls' Generation The Boys
Best Male Artist - Kim Hyun Joong Break Down
Best Female Artist - Baek Ji Young Ordinariness
Best New Male Artist - Huh Gak hello
Best New Female Artist - A Pink I Don’t Know
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Song of the Year - 2NE1 I Am the Best
Artist of the Year - Girls' Generation The Boys
Album of the Year - SuperJunior Mr. Simple
10:00PM

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Everything is still cool as before, no talks no nothing. Give small talks but none response.
Zhu-ka-ehyo, to my dearest Cousin for today it's her last day of 'A' Levels! Eye control got better but the problem is still there...hais, I really see no point in continuing the appointments ><
Feel like a stalker sometimes when I look at your social networking websites to know your updates...well whatever, don't care what you say right now. I just want...nvm

Well, I guess that's all for now...

change

2011-11-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

Went for the SKINHUB appointment w siyuan..dad sent us there :)

After that went to look for dress. Found a black one...body fit kind...

Bought dye and went siyuan's house to change the colour of my hair :)

It turns out not exactly what I expected. It was supposed to be reddish brown but it looks like bright brown :X

Went I reach home no one realise until just now my cousin(guy) ask "you dye hair ar?" Hais....got nagged a little. Bad comments received from my aunt of the dress I bought :(

I guess I'll be going out again....

screwed up

2011-11-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that I screwed up so much stuff.... its like now I'm lost...I don't know what to do now...God, a little help here!!!

Confronted jarrod and I realise that to him I'm a total flirt....a guy Hunter....I don't know that it'll turn out this way....yet I don't know how to explain myself....I am not finding new guys! I know whatever I say now he no longer believes... okay so I'm like a slut now? And the people I know is not nothing to me okay! Jarrod, you...hais...nvm

Terry after......now thinks I'm probing into his personal life?! What the fuck! I'm only concern as a friend and gentle reminder that he should not be too engrossed until forget his date....is that wrong? And he's like saying that I'm not supposed to talk about the things on his post. Arghh whatever!

Males think so differently from females that often creates misunderstanding? Ahhh whatever? It's just a matter of whether you want to understand ornot...

For me I always screwed up relations with people because of this, why is it always like this?

I feel so terrible that I can't feel sharp pain everywhere...

resolved...i think

2011-11-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

I'm not that sure, after all that long long messages, everything becomes a little awkward...plus I can and I will accept that if we are meant to be friends, so be it...because it's no rush... You're right, like & love are 2 different words...

With you, I can voice out everything I want to, thus makes even more open & straightforward...whatever it is this is just it... I don't have to think too much after knowing your side...

disappointed..

2011-11-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

I'm so pissed yet there's nothing I could do...seriously!!

You and your unsure feeling has caused me to feel something for you...I'm sure you don't know that....

I really don't know where I get the courage to be so straightforward to you and ask if you still like me ornot...OMG!!! But the fact that you still want to talk to me cause you treat me as a friend really upsets me. You know it made me more upset when I said you don't have to explain it to me but you said because I'm your friend so you want to tell me.
When I ask what do you like about her you said you like her probably because she understand you without you saying anything?! You got to be kidding! Arghh!!! Whatever! I really feel like a pathetic person....

After I felt something for you, you became like this....what is this?!

唯爱 lyrics

2011-11-03T16:45:00.004+08:00

想你的心从未改变依然还爱你
xiǎng nǐ de xīn cóng wèi gǎi biàn yī rán hái ài nǐ
我的心跳从这一刻只为了你呼吸
wǒ de xīn tiào cóng zhè yí kè zhǐ wèi le nǐ hū xī
分离让我尝尽相思的苦
fēn lí ràng wǒ cháng jìn xiāng sī de kǔ
遗忘该如何忘记
yí wàng gāi rú hé wàng jì
在无人的漆黑夜晚总会想起你
zài wú rén de qī hēi yè wǎn zǒng huì xiǎng qǐ nǐ
你的爱曾经那麽熟悉刻骨又铭心
nǐ de ài céng jīng nà me shú xī kè gǔ yòu míng xīn
拥抱我怎能将你放弃
yōng bào wǒ zěn néng jiāng nǐ fàng qì
不要让我失去你
bú yào ràng wǒ shī qù nǐ
将我贪婪的爱摧毁了撕裂了我的心
jiāng wǒ tān lán de ài cuī huǐ le sī liè le wǒ de xīn
我只要在你怀里永不分离
wǒ zhǐ yào zài nǐ huái lǐ yǒng bù fēn lí
只要坚守诺言爱就不会脆弱
zhǐ yào jiān shǒu nuò yán ài jiù bú huì cuì ruò
( 乞求真爱坚持到底我爱你 )
( qǐ qiú zhēn ài jiān chí dào dǐ wǒ ài nǐ )
如果是你我想再说我爱你
rú guǒ shì nǐ wǒ xiǎng zài shuō wǒ ài nǐ
在无人的漆黑夜晚总会想起你
zài wú rén de qī hēi yè wǎn zǒng huì xiǎng qǐ nǐ
你的爱曾经那麽熟悉刻骨又铭心
nǐ de ài céng jīng nà me shú xī kè gǔ yòu míng xīn
拥抱我怎能将你放弃
yōng bào wǒ zěn néng jiāng nǐ fàng qì
不要让我失去你
bú yào ràng wǒ shī qù nǐ
将我贪婪的爱摧毁了撕裂了我的心
jiāng wǒ tān lán de ài cuī huǐ le sī liè le wǒ de xīn
我只要在你怀里永不分离
wǒ zhǐ yào zài nǐ huái lǐ yǒng bù fēn lí
只要坚守诺言爱就不会脆弱
zhǐ yào jiān shǒu nuò yán ài jiù bú huì cuì ruò
( 乞求真爱坚持到底我爱你 )
( qǐ qiú zhēn ài jiān chí dào dǐ wǒ ài nǐ )
如果是你我想再说我爱你
rú guǒ shì nǐ wǒ xiǎng zài shuō wǒ ài nǐ

I love the lyrics...I don't know why either...

sweetness

2011-10-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

Despite of his weariness, he drove me back to woodlands. He even said he don't know why he did that. But I told him it was very sweet of him...
After school went to consult Miss Wong... Mole concept you'll never defeat me again!!! Muahaha :P
Went church to study w Serene then went over to Subway to meet Cassie, PengHwee and Howard to continue my Physics...
It became late and Terry was going back Hillview so I thought....and he actually agreed :P

And the story goes on....Till next time...

Movies @ LidoiMAX

2011-10-08T22:00:00.008+08:00

REAL STEEL is AWESOME!!!!!

Highly recommended to watch!!!! Watched it with Terry @ Lido Shaw iMAX technology. :P Hmm kenna teased by friends...

He just came back from Indonesia yesterday. The timing I messaged him is exactly when he landed, so coincidental! Hmmm well, I admit that I kinda of miss him... BUT BUT BUT he's just a brother to me! SERIOUS!! Plus, I can't like him...

I think he forgot to pass me the shell he promised to give...I'll get it from him soon :P

Birthday Celebrations w Terry

2011-09-24T22:00:00.021+08:00

Went church in the morning to do preparations for tomorrow's Brothers' Day.

Met up w Terry after that. Ate lunch @ Subway and saw Agnes and Shini...

Went ECP in his new car, very surprised!!! hahahs, my first time on a friend's car. We reached there within 30min. Fast huhh! At first I thought we are taking public transport there. Hehe... We start roller blading once we reached there... Lots of chats and laughter... It was really nice, talking to him, just like talking to a brother. &&& we have so much in common. So much fun.. Fall down 4 times, the last time was the most impact-full one...Still hurting.. Sat down and he played guitar for me to hear. SWEET! On the way home, he bought fries and drinks at the drive-thru. Because he was driving, I fed him. Awkward...hahahs After blading we decided to go to his house to play with his 3big dogs. They very long for the affection that they jump over me and make me fall to the ground so that they can get all over me... Ah Black, Lexus, and ___... i forgot the last one, she's the most nice one, least aggressive :) Ate dinner @ his house, feel awkward though.

He fetch me home after that... Felt sweet. Don't worry, he's just like a brother to me only...

happiness +sadness = sad life

2011-09-23T22:24:00.003+08:00

Wore the contact lens that I bought from Yiling's cousin. Got complimented from it :P Soooo happy. It looked nice too!!

Today is the date of submissionnof art... Saw many nice pieces. As I see one, my heart is stunk once.. All were super amazing that it will be difficult to get an 'A'. There goes my A1 :'(((

As see Serene one day get closer to them, the more I feel uncomfortable about it. I know that she had the right to make new friends but her actions just... She's nonlonger the Serene I knew few years ago... 熟悉的陌生人. I just can't explain this feeling...Hais...

Just now, I had a lot of things in mind, but it's empty now...Hais 

SHINee!!!! ❤❤❤!!!

2011-09-10T22:09:00.001+08:00

Just reached home from the concert!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!! This was the first time I see them so close, without any screen blocking... Love SHINee❤!!! They promised to come back again... Never regret going!!! SHINee,Sarang-heyo!!!
❤Minho,❤KEY,❤Jonghyun,❤Taemin,❤Onew!!! Thanks for coming!!!

Actually I go with a lot of disagreement. My family did not want me to spend so much time on this kind of thing. Plus they say I don't study; but the thing is when I study, did they see?!NOOOOO!! Hmmm, September's holiday is ending and I finished my ART P1 on 09/09! Yeahhhhhh!!!!!

life...HAIS

2011-08-29T20:33:00.001+08:00

I'm really grateful that you were willing to take in my brother and I but I really don't like the method you use in your family on me. I don't say it because I didn't want to hurt you. The more you want to control me, the more I want to escape. You are very nice, to mr you are a great aunt, really. Your method just don't work, it'll just tire yourself and suffocate me. Your daughter can, I can't. You arrange everything for me, I dont like. The only way I release now is to shop; because there's no one people can stop. However, I'm not rich, my dad have to work doubly hard. I know he's tired. But I can't stop spending!! No money, no freedom... This just sucks!! Screw it man!

Tired & Un-glamorous

2011-08-12T21:14:00.001+08:00

Today's lessons are a total bore. After school. Something unglam & embarrassing thing happened to me! Gosh! Know what, Yiling up-skirt me all of a sudden when we climbing up the stairs back to thar art room!! Cannot take it...Late for tuition...but it's okay cause end late too. Lots of Amath questions to do...chiong ah!! JYJY!! :)———————

Mixed feelings...

2011-07-28T22:00:00.001+08:00

I have DPA interview @ Ngee Ann Polytechnic tomorrow... I super nervous, but at the same time, happy!
even so, the chances of getting into Ngee Ann is still low...
However, I choose to put my trust in my Lord...
I'll do my very best de!

Shine

2011-07-22T13:20:00.002+08:00

Shine

There’s a place you can go
Where your heart is free
There’s a rhythm
That’s right for your soul

Take a breath, find your courage
And make the leap
Cause your feet always know where to go

And you dance and you dance in an endless flow
In the grace of a perfect design
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
And the whole world will see when you shine
You can shine (shine)
Shine (shine)

There’s a beauty already inside of you
There’s a difference that only you’ll make
Every place that you spin brings you somewhere new
Finding hope every step that you take

And you dance and you dance in an endless flow
In the grace of a perfect design
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
And the whole world will see when you shine
You can shine (shine)
Shine
(Shine)

Suddenly sparkling bright (shine)
Making a magical light (shine)
You will (shine)
Sisters are there by your side
Love will be your guide

And we dance and we dance in an endless flow
In the grace of a perfect design
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
The whole world will see when we shine
We will shine (shine)
Shine (shine)

(And we dance and we dance in an endless flow)
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
(Stepping out of the dark and into the glow)
We will shine (we can shine)
(And we dance and we dance in an endless flow)
Stepping out of the dark and into the glow
(Stepping out of the dark and into the glow)
We will shine (we can shine)
(And we dance and we dance in an endless flow)

2011-07-18T22:25:00.003+08:00

On FB's Status Shuffle it says,
"Happy moments,praise God.
Difficult moments,seek God.
Quiet moments,worship God.
Painful moments,trust God.
Every moments,thank God :)"

Indeed, we humans need to have such capabilities to have faith, for He is able!

You just don't get it.

2011-07-13T22:26:00.001+08:00

In the end you still don't know why I'm so disappointed in you. I hate people who waste their lives and be negative. Now you just flare up with me. I am not making fun! But you do not know,I don't think you'll ever know. I'm very upset. Now you don't want me to reply or text you. Want me go find Jarrod cause he's better than you!?!? Fine then, I'll respect your decision.

2011-07-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

Got a new wallet. Thanks Serene, Belinda, Agnes, Shini and Kun Da for giving me a wallet. I like it a lot a lot!!!!! :))
The wallet was supposedly my my birthday present for this year but since I lost my wallet they gave it to me now.
Also I really hope I can go to SHINee's first concert in Singapore on 10 September. I want it so badly. Never been to an actual idol concert or any grand concert before... Jarrod is wiling to sponsor as my birthday present this year.

Birthday Celebration

2011-06-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

Ate Seoul Garden with Jarrod this evening as my birthday gift for him. He said it was his first celebration. He keep thanking me.

Glad that you like.

Retreat 2011

2011-06-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

13/06/11, 2259
Back to the room and reflecting Mark 6:31. I just only have to follow His instructions and He'll sure provide the rest I need. :) However sometimes is hard to do so when you're busy doing something, but God needs ask to talk to Him, fellowship with him, spend a special precious private time with Him. God only require us Christians to have faith in Him and fellowship with Him to be close to Him, but why do we always unable to do it? I always pray to God that I want that special time with Him but I failed, thus I need a kind of willpower!! Today, bus was delayed 90 minutes. Reached the “Lotus Desaru Resort" at about 3 in the afternoon. Rooming with Jie Yantze, but we're in the same apartment as Jie Rachel, Jiahui, Jie Ruiqi and Ruth. Jie Ruiqi and Ruth got the master bed room while Jie Yantze and I got the twin bed room and Jie Rachel and Jiahui got the small room. Even though today's a short day, it was a meaningful one. I got to actually know that one small verse meant a lot if we actually spend time on it just like how Jesus' dicsiples stopped their work and spent quality and quiet time with Jesus. I want that too!! :)

16/06/11, 0117
Only now then I want to start writing. 15.06.2011 was a meaningful day where I once again was being reminded of God's presence. It was so heart-warming to know that God so very much love us! Well today is our last night. How I wish I could stay one more day; away from worldly distractions. In the morning Jiahui lost her phone but found it at night after sermon. Turns out that someone took the advantage of our unlocked door to went in and steal and it happens that the person only took stuff that was visible. Thank God that it was found :) Like Ruth I will choose to cling on to my beleive and trust that God will lead me in choosing the right thing that pleases Him!

2011-06-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

Just random photos.. :P

Desaru, Malaysia... Here I come!

2011-06-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

Going Desaru tomorrow, excited XD
Hope that @ Malaysia, I'm able to buy stuff for people.
And also able to revise during this retreat.

Hais but need to skip ART for 4days 3nights. Miss Joyce must be angry :P

one paper down

2011-05-30T18:45:00.001+08:00

Finished my MT 'O' papers today, hough not that confident, I will leave everything to God. I trust that He knows what's best for me. Skipped Art today, but tomorrow is compulsory.

Don't know love

2011-05-26T20:10:00.001+08:00

I'm not in love with anyone! I no longer know what is love, then like that how do I love someone!! MT 'O' Levels are coming, best of luck for I will be sure to score!

Upside down

2011-05-02T00:21:00.000+08:00

Things are not going smoothly as it ought to. I just wonder when it can be normal?

MYE, the only subject that I'm not really studying on: Combine Humanities. I just can't get myself settled down for this subject. I can get pissed with it. Is it the person that I hate or the subject? I don't know, I only know my mind is still filled with you two and I just can't stop. I will wonder if you studied or what so ever.

My messed up mind

2011-04-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

Jarrod was my crush, but I found out later that I was so in love with him. Unfortunately he don't feel the same way as I do...initially. Then come this guy whom we started out purely as math tutor and student friendship, he gradually fell in love with me. I slowly became close with him then without realization he became the subsitute of Jarrod he filled my mind. I know it's wrong to have a subsitute but I don't know why. When Jarrod finally said he like me, I left that person but after that I started to waver. I never thought I will waver. Now two of them are mad in love with me. One is willing to change for me is so thoughtful to me; totally a prince charming type, the other is always making weep for him but never change but my heart and mind is mysteriously attracted to him in the way that my mind is full of him sometimes. What on the earth am I thinking?! I really didn't want this to happen, I really don't. It's all my fault! Now I have stop my contacts with that guy for a while but I can't stop thinking about him! It shouldn't be the way!

2011-01-29T00:14:00.002+08:00

Just sent a Pm on Facebook to Jarrod telling him stuff, I wonder if he had read it or not.

Separation

2011-01-23T20:03:00.002+08:00

I wanted this separation to really look at how I treat you and I want to know you more first. It was a crush in the beginning, I accepted you so soon that I forgot to think about one factor, do I know you well?

2011-01-22T22:06:00.006+08:00

Broke up with Jarrod, it was a decision that I gave the most thought. I knew I had to end this because I'm tired. I needed a break. This date 25/01/11, was supposed to be our eighth month.

Had mixed feelings when I initiated to him on Sunday evening about this. I really don't know what else I could say, so I'm going to say good night.

2011-01-11T20:04:00.002+08:00

bored to the max without Jie!

First Day

2011-01-04T22:21:00.002+08:00

First day of school sucks!

Goodbye 2010, hello 2011

2011-01-01T00:16:00.004+08:00

Goodbye 2010, hello 2011!! :D
Somehow I got a feeling year 2011 is not going to be smooth, I am praying, hoping it isn't true.
The first word I said when it's new year was actually "Fuck You!" OMG right? hais, this isn't a good start!
Countdown at SY's house.
School will only be starting on the 4th of January..cool :)

Reflection 2010

2010-12-26T23:56:00.002+08:00

This year was my 'N' Level year, didn't really study but still got a results that I was satisfied with. For me, I really enjoyed my year 2010. I have friends who stand by me, daoshis who guide me and there's the Lord up there who keeps me safe. I really thank everyone for that. Of course I have to start worrying about next year because the year 2011 will make me a Secondary 5 student whose taking 'O's[Jarrod & Siyuan, we can do it :)]. As I cross over to 2011, I want to make sure I don't repeat whatever mistake I've made in 2010[too many to even list it out :P]. So everyone, be the best that you can be in the year 2011 because no matter what,YOU'RE ACCEPTED!!

MSN video

2010-12-21T22:11:00.003+08:00

Channel U Feature Film: Love in a Cab
Will watch again and again and again!

N Level Results

2010-12-20T18:02:00.005+08:00

I'm happy that I got 12 points for my N level, I admit that I didn't performed my best this year,so to score better for O level, I will keep on motivating myself.

JIayou, to those who are going Secondary 5 too!

SNSD

2010-12-01T12:00:00.001+08:00

SNSD Pics

2010-11-30T20:33:00.003+08:00

Back...for some random post,since no one will be seeing this, it can be my private blog for some time... Watched "Easy A" with Serene,ShiNi and Agnes today @ JP, Jie went JP together with me today because she is also meeting people there =D

Hi, I'm back,just for the time being.

2009-06-14T18:50:00.006+08:00

Was intending to delete my blog but i hope to keep the remaining posts so decided to leave it dead
hais
going Jie RuiQi's retreat tmr :)
instead of going my own church retreat,i went my cousin's retreat,quite funny huhh?but it is because the retreat last for 4days 3 nights
hahahs dont miss me (JUST JOKING!)

2009-04-22T21:53:00.005+08:00

Today is sure a tiring day...
After school got EL Oral Examinations at 2.30;which means we got 20minutes to rest and revise before Oral starts...
Nvm,I was so anxious that I starting to singing,talking to myself .etc.
After Oral,got A-math remedial from 5.30-7pm...
Though it can be quite tiring,the air-conditioner actually wakes me instead of putting me into sleep...
Was quite tired after that,head alittle dizzy too,but serene is headache..

Serene <3:Take care of yourself!!!But after you texted me saying you were ok,I was relieved...

2009-04-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

2009-04-06T20:07:00.001+08:00

Nothing to post today nia...

2009-04-04T17:51:00.003+08:00

When I picked this up,I thought being like this.Being blown by the wind...At the same time,I could see my mum...I miss her...The emptiness in my heart,no one can replace...I went to visit her and brought her this.

2009-04-03T17:15:00.004+08:00

I Shy Shy liao...Don"t!!Don't TaKe photo of me liao...

Shi Ni taking photo of Kun Da while Kunda,using my phone,take pisture of Shi Ni...

Shi Ni again taking photo of Kun Da...haiyoyo

I drew de...Vandalism... wakakaka :P

B-E-A-U-Ti-Ful sky...

Picking up Shi Ni's shoe

Mother and Daughter...

Like a monkey nia,remind me of Ming Ye...muahahaha

Happy face!!!

Holding Shi Ni

Shi Ni and Gina...

Criss-Cross...Bothe Gina and Shi Ni

Shi Ni and Kunda slide down slide...

Me,Kun Da and Shi Ni

Today only post photo lazy type today's happening...

Serene:I'm happy yupp...You're there when i need a big laugh...THANKS

Gina,Shi Ni & Kun Da:I had fun too much of fun...
Happy times went quickly...hope to be around that playground and give those kids a kick!!!hahahs

The Reasons Why

2009-04-01T15:52:00.003+08:00

As i said i would post the reason and now i posting.

1) Don't wanna teach you how to be in love.
2) Doesn't have feelings for you.
3) I'm not worth your love
4) Your handwriting is too ugly, & always did not hand up your work.
5) your sms damm act cute .
6) Backside and nehneh too big
7) Only know how to bully my daughter.
8) Cos i love Jarrod
9) I Love Jarrod too much that i cannot forget him as my love for him is too deep deep like ocean like that.
10) I don't want you to be 代替品.
11) Only know use homework de paper to run against buttock.
12) Only know how to throw me into the rubbish bin/toilet bowl.
13) KPO
14) Care me too much, no freedom luh.
15) I just love Jarrod and i think that is the real reason why i...

Those in red words is other people think want, not i say want fyi.
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&' now i'm shini helping mummy to post. :D
cos i'm at her house.
Wanna tell mummy that JIAYOU in chasing HIM!
yknow who the him bahs. hahahah.
Okiees, Goodbye.
Jiayou Jiayou! ^b^

2009-03-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

Today,I think it's thr worst day. Though only onw thing happen.

EL was first period,had Compositon Test.
E-Math,we had new classmate,Bryan Tam(claps...)
Recess then I realised I forogtten to bring money,wallet without money,aren't I stupid??

Of course,we won't be late for Ms Cjang;s lesson,therefore,we went up to the classroom early.Never did I thought I has hiatory assignment.And Ms Chang,beforehand,had already warned us about not handing up assignments.20 people in the classs,inculding me,did not hand up.Ms Chang was so pissed off thst she scolded us then she walked out of the classroom.During the time she was away,we all did the assignments that wasn;t been done.As I was doing,I reflected on what a student I am!
When she returned,she handled a piece of paper and asked the whole class to sign on it.The paper was on an agreement to switch subject teacher.Students of 2G'08 all signed.Belinda,Serene,Agnes,HuaySin and I did not sign,some other 2F'08 did not sign.When passed to JiaMing,he went up infront of Ms Chang and Tore it into half.We were like shocked tio,didn;t expect he would do that.Ms Chang was like "You tear also no use,I still can print and ask all of you to sign it!"
She went off again,but then,we finished our assignments.She returned with all of 3F'09's work an smacked it on the table,and walked off AGAIN.Some of us when to chase after Ms Chang to the staff room.Some of us like KunDa,Belinda and I end up crying after she talk to us then when back into the staff room,I cried,"I promiesed I will do my work,please don't leave!"But it was no use.We decided to stay outside the staff room and wait till she come out again.Ms Chang then screamed at us to go back to class.Ms Rani then saw the whole scene.

Ms Rani then return to class with us.She talked to us for awhile about Ms Chang the asked us to do a reflection for the whole of CD lesson.Ms Rani also couldn't help us as we are also at fault.A lot of us when emo,but the 2G'08 girls like bo-chap lor.WE MAY LOSE MS CHANG!!!

After school,met up with Sonia and Nadira to discuss stuff.After that went met up with Gina and ShiNi.Then they both asked me what are the reasons for not accepting KJ,but some are not from my idea...
Reasons are:

( To be posted soon...)

That's all fols,no mood to type anymore...

爱太痛

2009-03-29T17:36:00.006+08:00

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍
... 我不能睡 ...

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我不能够不能够不爱了
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This songs seems to explain my feelings...hahahs
Don't know...

2009-03-27T19:16:00.003+08:00

Copy what Mr. Lye do...

Mr. Lye stand damn close to me,make me uneasy...

Mother & Daughter

Edited by me (:

Me and my drawing... :P

Agnes dodging the cam

Today damn sian...
I today don't know what happen,send mean things to KJ;here's what i sent:
你能为了我帮我跟 Jarrod 讲我有多喜欢他也能 sacrifice 你的爱来换我的幸福吗?
He replied that if i really like Jarrod,he would help me...
But do you think i'm cruel?
Any comments allowed.
But i always had treat him as a friend,but i also asked him whether he would give up,he say "now,no"...
I still like Jarrod,but already rejected le,what can i do?
Kerby say i funny,like Jarrod this kind of guy,but i really cant help it...it just happened like this on the second week of January...I started liking him on that week..

2009-03-26T19:40:00.003+08:00

Today feel alittle weird weird de
Don't know why
hahahs
Anyway,i feel cold air between Jarrod and I,saw him staring at me alittle while but that doen't mean anything,right?
becasue the questions i asked him caused the weridness between
At the afternoon,I decided to ask him for an specific answer because I didn't not get an definite answer
But today I did get an answer from him
We chatted through sms
Me:"Do you have any girl in mind?YOU HAVE TO REPLY THIS... Did you ever thought of giving me a chance?I know i buay-ba but you must reply..."
Jarrod:"I do not have any girl in mind."
Me:"How bout the below part of the question from the previous message?"
Jarrod"no"
He meant that he had never thought of giving me a chance
Then sms him back:"Thanks...Still friends right?"
But he did not reply,but it's still ok with me
At least i get an answer or i'll still be waiting,though he already hurt me but 长痛不如短痛
Love is a sacrifice...Love can hurt too but as long as another partner is happy the other party will be happy,and everyone will not be so "complicated"

2009-03-25T20:44:00.001+08:00

Today I finally take up all my courage to confess to Jarrod,now i can tell who he is.

Today also nothing much happen lor...lol just very sian

2009-03-23T20:25:00.002+08:00

Permission
Always
Required
Take
Your
Time
Imagination
Means
Everything!
Therefore:It stands for P-A-R-T-Y-T-I-M-E!Party Time!

2009-03-23T19:30:00.004+08:00

Wasn't that tough for today...Just that new rumours are around again,ABOUT ME!AGAIN!
Nothing much happened before recess,but after recess,was math.JunYuan wanted to lend my notebook
I was like "我为什么要借你呢?我跟你很熟啊?"He was like"不要这样嘞!"Then I was like"YOU THINK I CARE?"

Then was A-Math...
Changed new teacher,good news to many but when all know is Rani,all say,"die liao lor"
But a what relief,Rani never come...got relief teacher take our class,so KD,me,Belinda,Serene,HS and Agnes decided to play "Truth or Dare" but the only condition is : only can choose "Dare" or it wont be fun if keep choosing "Truth" ,so it's ok cause we are quite prepared to do any embarrassing stuff...

We keep picking our dares on JQ,Jarrod,Samuel and especially Leon,...Dont know why...
hahahhs
I kana -
First time:Dare say "我爱你!" to Leon;可是就说不出口 because the one i love is him...
Second time:Dared to say "Samuel,你好帅哦!"lol...he look at me and give me a =,= look...funny
Third time:Dared to whisper to Leon's ears "你爱我吗?" Like what the hell!He looked at me,making me feel ma-loo when i went back to my seat
Fourth time:Sing "O Jarrod,你是我的 Romeo~..."

The rest of Serene they all the i never write cause it's up to them to write to their blog...
But i sure had fun...
Before we all moved on to DT/ART/FN,KD asked Leon,something like "You like LeeYing ar?"
I was like LOL,don't talk nonsense can!?Damn sia,nvm if they did it for fun...

2009-03-17T21:17:00.002+08:00

Today is 'homework day'!
To clear my homework but until now,is still 1/3 due to Social Studies...
Too hard nia
The outlines...blahblahblah...
To speak frankly,i did my homework with computer on,handphone around,television around...Distractions :P

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My feelings for HIM hasn't waver a single bit because he just give me the feeling i had when i fell in love with HK...
Speaking of HK,i saw him today while buying lunch,good thing he didnt see me
He's been the same,buying food for his family members...

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Tmr's outing cancelled...so sian... ):

Cannot see my 6.9 classmates...

I miss seeing them,but why should i?

That treated me that bad once,but that is because i treat them as friends...

2009-03-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

Today went church with KnMing uncle's car on my own cause daddy with my bro lom-pang someone else's vehicle
Whatever it is...
Dont even know it was 姐妹日 nia... How STUPID...The brothers made donuts for us...how sweet...but that fudge were disgusting...This i must admit... )):
After that is worship i fall asleep accidentally but got wake up a few times...opps :P
After worship met up with KangJie cause I asked him to come over for ballgames...had lunch with him at MOS and saw WeiLi and she started talking nonsense...o bother...
During ballgame we played crazily but before that,we were stuck at the old church because it rain too heavily...
But thank GOD JiaFa came to the rescue :) thanks...
KangJie and I went off early to get ready for the musical held at night at the recital hall titled :"生命 no Take 2!"
Blah blah blah...
During the musical,one of the part i wept...opps cause toooooooo touching... :P
KangJie handed me tissue,so sweet,dont 想歪哦!
After the whole thing end blah blah blah...
JinZhen brought me and him to BP LRT then he decided to bring me home...
Then half way,I asked him go home cause someone i knew was around...

So that's the end of today's happenings... :)

2009-03-14T14:01:00.003+08:00

I wonder what would become of my brother in the future??
Will he grow up??
I'll just dont understand!!!
Just now i pushed him,making him fall on the sofa,leg hitting the metal(my fault),but it's only a bruise...should have recovered...
Still shouting pain that's why he haven't had his lunch because pain,even i can walk when my leg kana bruise,why can't he???
If this even carries on,I wonder how he's going to survive in the future or even the National Service????
Not helping him by lunch is because i want him to walk,be more independent?Am i wrong to do so?
To think of that,why i'm able to gain so much independent while he can't?
He stills has to grow up right?but i will not be forever by his side...HE HAS TO GROW UP!

2009-03-13T13:02:00.002+08:00

Back home to post...
Cause later going back to school for the "Parent-Teacher Meeting Sessions" for sec4&5
Then Ms Jamine want the sec3 SCs to help out...sian
Luckily i rejected the programme after this session,Mr Lye expect me to go AVA duty for "Sec2 Streaming Talk"...
I'm not Superwoman nia
I'll end here...Bye!!

2009-03-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

2009-03-05T19:56:00.002+08:00

I tell you a "wow" thing...
My hist,i got two zeros so my score is 7/22...which means F9...
siansss
Chemistry...ermmm...just passed but very dangerous le
Few more days before March holidays starts... :P

2009-03-04T19:45:00.001+08:00

SIANNN!!!!!!!
My math nine more points to get full marks
ARGHHH!!!!!
The points are careless mistake one lor...(sobbs)
What a pity lor!!!
Got the same results as Mummy...

2009-03-03T21:46:00.003+08:00

Today is my LAST PAPER!
Cause ART student no paper tmr :DD
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Went to plaza to eat lunch with Gina then ask for the pricing of her phone again...hahhahs
Go home lo...my dad at home to welcome me home...first time!
Went to plaza again to make specs when finish received a msg from JiaJun saying that he saw me...lol
The optitian say i never increse degree is just that my eye muscle weak,my eyeball also very dry,and need to maintain moist.The optitian say it mostly only happens to older ppl...
Why happen to me?

2009-02-28T19:17:00.003+08:00

Today,for the first time,I went to the worship prac...0.0 fun!Reached there at 11am...but only started at 11.15am cause no one open the backstage for us... :P
I had a lot of fun...I do the backup singing the church members approach me and Vivian Darling for the first time,we rejected cause shy...But second time,we went to take the mic and sing along...
My voice a little cranky when go high notes...dont know why..haiyo...
Dont know when can really go up stage...hahahs
The drummer were playing cool!OMG...rocks sia...
After the prac when to eat Subway with Vivian Darling .Muackxx Thanks...
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Studies with Agnes...Physics the one I hated the most... ):

2009-02-22T22:34:00.002+08:00

Guess What?!?
My dad bought a "GooGle phone" without telling me!He tempted me,but i was least tempted,cause i'm not even interested in it!WTH,keep spending money on all this stuff that is not worth...seriously not nice to use lor!
Anyway,I played dry-swimming :)

2009-02-20T15:44:00.003+08:00

PeeBoo ,
finally a update is here , so long didn't get to update !
full of homework everyday ! (:

&' today me ; shini is here to help my mummy post! (:
but not really help luh , is i wanted to post in her blog .
wakakakakas.
Mummy , nothing much to say actually but i wanna say
" Alamak , i love you luh ! "
ahahahahahahs :D

fyi : i didn't heck her account hor , don't think wrong wrong uh!
trallalalalalalaallala . :D

Ang wo niu ended this post

2009-02-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

After school,went plaza with ShiNi to spend time together :D
Had great time with my "daughter" hahahs :P
We eat lunch at KFC the moment we arrived at plaza then we chatted and chatted and chatted...As for Gina and XiTong,they went Bugis.After lunch we decided to buy Valentine's Day gifts for our clicks(Gina,ShiNi,HuaySin,Serene,Belinda,Agnes and KunDa).By tomorrow should be ready to give le yupp! :Z
Spend alot alot of time in Minitoons...and guess how much I spend...I tell you,I very hiong sia today.But that was because I plus ShiNi's brother's gift.But it was still consider hiong.But nvm,once in awhile like that enough le.
After the spending of money,we found that it was raining so we were stuck at plaza so,to spend the time off,we went library.ShiNi use the com while I sit beside her to do my cards and arranging of gifts.
Long time never spend so much time in this stupid place.hahahs...

2009-02-06T20:32:00.002+08:00

Sianz tmr got "Harmony @ Senja" really damn sian de
I'm the overall in-charge...
7.30am must reached nia!

2009-02-03T19:42:00.004+08:00

Is liking a guy wrong?
Actually yes,for me.
Because I already promised not to like anyone nor go steady.
But in the end I still like him.
Everything is so wrong in the first place.
Though many helped me by pulling me and him together,but it just wont work between us.
Maybe it's just a crush because i wasn't feeling much pain when i said:"Would you still treat me as your classmate after a,, this classmates?"
Second time rejected,I've already told them that i would kana rejected but they won't believe...hais
Sorry,Blame It On Me

Reflect

2009-01-29T19:34:00.004+08:00

Suddenly came to these thoughts and questions...
为什么人会为爱而疯狂?
我晨经相信过爱情;可是现在已经没了那个感觉。也晨经深爱过一个人,但被伤了很多次。虽然我现在有喜欢的人,可是没有那种爱的感觉了这才叫人痛心啊。。。
What exactly is L-O-V-E?爱到底是什么?

2009-01-15T20:55:00.004+08:00

Seriously dont know what to write today...long time never post le...hmmm today didnt really happen much.
As usual,wait for Serene then go school.I went for AVA duty today,surprisingly that Cindy didnt went up.Chatted with PeiYing upstairs :)
Go back class for what errmm Form Teacher's Period,whatever for nia... -,- A-math was the first lesson,the bored est lesson as compared to other lessons
P.E. suck laa run run run...we cheated by running two rounds only,suppossingly three :P but that slut teacher also know,darn it!
Recess kana caught by Daliah...siens so sway my hand was holding food nia,sway sway nia ~.~ Can you imagine that sickening face of hers...arggh,bitch!

Chrictmas SOOOONN!!!!..

2008-12-16T08:55:00.002+08:00

Sweet spring showers bring a fragrant bouquet
A soft wind blows and meadowlarks play
The pine covered hillside wild creatures reside
A season of growth as you reach for the sky.

Through long summer days you sit parched and brown
Your needles fall softly and cover the ground
The struggle so mighty the rewards seem so few
But from such despair a strong pine tree grew.

Now the days they grow short there’s a chill in the air
Changes are coming a fate we all share
The birds now seek cover in your boughs lush and green
Autumn winds are upon you it’s now time to dream.

You wear a white mantle as snow covers the ground
The song of the saw and soon you fall down
Was the struggle in vain for a seedling to grow
You’ll soon bask in splendor your purpose to know.

To be lifted once more in a glorious light
The spirit of Christmas you embody tonight
Decked out in splendor your time has now come
To herald the birth of God’s loving son.

Starting to pack Alpha camp stuff le...lots to pack nia...

2008-12-15T13:10:00.001+08:00

If I'm not wrong,there's some misunderstanding in between,but now i know,is Jon...so i'll just tell him how come all of us cannot go...anyway,tough day yesterday...hmmm...

2008-12-15T10:58:00.001+08:00

Maybe I'm too sensitive over everything,no surprising...
cause environment...
I just hope she would hear my explanation,at least I can clear something in my heart?
But we all need some time,so for the time-being,I'll just wait.

2008-12-14T22:27:00.003+08:00

FOR ALL I CARE,HATE ME!!!
CAUSE I NO LONGER CARE!!!
I REALLY NOT WORTH TO BE YOUR FRIEND,AREN'T I?
SO YUPP,HATE ME;DO ANYTHING TO ME TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER!

2008-12-14T15:13:00.006+08:00

Am I wrong?

How come I'm always the troublemaker in my clicks?
You think I'm always like this,then you really don't know me.
Seriously.
Sometimes I feel uncomfortable being with you,you know why??You are always so demanding!
I'm already quite moody today morning,for tomorrow is my mum's anniversary...
Serene was quite pissed off yesterday because I actually supposed to go gym with her but end up canceling the appointment with her.
The she say if i go for today's shopping spree,she wont feel so pissed off
And now she waned to break friendship with me.
I'm a failure,aren't I?
If this time's break is real,I'll be very upset for now I'm crying,but Viv said it's not worth crying for YOU

2008-12-04T23:52:00.001+08:00

My elder cousin sis,my brother and my aunt on a slay

My brother and the reindeer.
My younger cousin sis and my brother on a slay.
My brother...
My brother acting stupid...
My younger cousin and older cousin...
My older cousin and her mum;my aunt...
cheese!!my older cousin and my aunt wiht my brother =)
Happy face!!!
Reindeer brothers!!!
My brother :)
My cousin brother,my older & younger cousin sis,me and my brother.
Sisters forever!
My younger cousin and my brother.
My cousin brother,my older & younger cousin sis,me and my brother.
My older&younger cosuin sis,my brother and me!
Three sisters!My brother,LBJ!

We movie yesterday,Madagascar 2:Escape To Africa...My cousin brother;YangDa,her sis;my younger cousin;Nissi,my older cousin;RuiQi,my aunt,my brother and me.Took many photos before going up to watch movie...The arrangement of the sitting was:me on the right-hand corner,beside me was Jie RuiQi,then my brother,then my aunt,Nissi and lastly YangDa..The ovie was touching,funny...characters were adorable as well =)

2008-12-01T18:53:00.001+08:00

Dont know what to write leh!!!
haha...

2008-11-28T14:40:00.002+08:00

hihi
back to post...it's een quite long since I POST
Just now when I reach the doorstep,I sudddenlt thought of something.No one is welcoming me home,usually my mother wil do so,so everythng came ack again...Memories just wont erase,just like you have to face your own life.

Being a senior of Sec1s,I had to do a great job though I wasnt the Team Leader.First day I really had no mood to do all stuff.My group had Lau YeWei,that ___...& Qing Yang,suay-suay with them nia :(...We were all waiting to be classified into groups,that period was the most boring thing that I 've done so.I mean is like I hate it this way!Qing Yang & that stupid YeWei keep sayng me "fierce woman"...damn it!nvm,humoruus but irritatng.Seriously!,They can do so but not overboard.Meet new friends along the way & I really got to know them well.My group was terribly quiet."Smurfs" is our major group name of Team7&8.I got to know this,JiaXin;she was also from SVPS!So happy about it!Herman too!

I wrote stuff on my reflection book but I cant really rmb what I've wrote.Yesterday we had nght walk(as usual),but this time,it was the senior who planned this night walk.I team up with YuFeng,Juffri,JiaXin&myself.We were the last four teams to carry our journeys.First stop,we went to the 6th floor from the D&T stairs.When walk near the toilet o that level,a pon-thai-na suddenly came out!I screamed to my lungs could take.I ran,but was caught,second time i fall down and was caught by her again,so I really was scared after that.Then we went 4th floor it was nothing much,we went out of the lift cause this senior told us to.So we walk to the jnior block,another senior told us that it's not this way.So we went back to the lft,Inside was a smiling senior pon-thai-na.She did not scare us,in fact,we shoo her out...hehehe...funny...the second & third pon-thai-na that made me go bersek was one on the way to the auditrium's back door & another on the senior's block level 5.But the one that alost made me cry is the third one,at the auditorium.I ran &ran until I stop at the lift of second floor,I couldnt take it so I ran.One senior came forward to ask if I'm ok,I didnt reply him & just ran back to fnd Juffri they all.F___ sia!

After the night walk,we had to sit down & discuss our cheers.Yesterday night also,but it was task from Ms. Chong,to modify each and everyone of us' cheer.

2008-11-24T08:42:00.002+08:00

I dreamt of being caught back right into the house again,by my parent's guards!
That was fifth time I was caught,after they caught me,I went to a corner and cry hard,I was fuming mad,mad until my tears start dropping;that's why I went to a corner to cry.In my dream,my dad told the security something,if I'm not wrong he requested for higher level security...It was like "O Man!~"Cant believe that I would be trap again...The reason for my escape is because I wanted to be like my friends that I've just met in my own house.She worked her in my house,(forget to tell you,my house is as big as a resort.)her duty was to keep me company,while clean my room.We were like close friends,we chat anything and everything under the sun.As I wasnt allowed to get out of the house,she brings in many hometown stuff to make me feel better.She saw me wanting to get out,she decided to do a plan.
We went swimming the next day,then she told me that the swimming pool have place to escape...We swam for a few moments before carrying out this plan.
That's how I get caught AGAIN!

Luckily it's just a dream,or I'll die of suffocation..hehe:P

Once in this year,let my heart out!

2008-11-15T21:25:00.007+08:00

Today was kinda rush for me cause i was late for it...i woke up at 9.45,9.50 to be exact.I rushed there after bathing :P

The tution was boring cause only me & teacher...this guy teacher i so lame,jokes were cold too...

After tution rush to buy breakfast,hungry until stomach flat!!!(sob sob) :{ then go woodlands find the others.When i reach they weren't there,you know where they were?they were buying bubble tea! (hummph!)
People who went to ESCAPE:Jonathan,Kane,Isaiah di,SiYuan,Serene Twinie & ME!

The journey there was damn boring...Jonathan sat with Serene,behind them was Kane and me,behind me was Isaiah...Kane and i alot of commotion from Woodlands to dont know where...forget le... :P.On the busIsaiah keep ka-jiao me from behind really can stand him at times..bully me(old woman)...

The first thing when they went into the theme park,was going into the "Haunted House"...I didnt went in...but when they all came out,they say very scary and eveything change...At the entrance say "pirate Ship" was closed due to some maintence thingy,but it wasnt like this...but we played "Go Kart"Jon intiated to drive with Serene,Kane intiated to drive with me so left SiYuan with Isaiah...Then when the person-in-charge came,he said your partner must be at least 18,Isaiah & SiYuan became dissappointed & when out...It wa kinda surprsing that he intiated!Kane never brake one lor...keep hittng the accelerator...when parking also like that lor...haiyo...but was fun,the last time i played when was K1,with mummy...After that,go Inverter,first time i keep screaming...second time was nothing much,i didnt scream...Isaiah's veins near the eye was like going to burst any moment...

As promised,I played the "Pirate Ship"...First time,I scream lke hell cause me,SiYuan&Serene were sittig on the back seat,on the opposite ends sitted Jonathan,Isaiah&Kane...Scream my heart oout...comfortable after the scream...haaaa...never had that feeling before...this means I had too much stuff in my heart...second time,we no chioe have to sit in the center's second row...though it's still high,i ddnt scream but because of Serene,she made me scream keep facing me and scream...haiyo...Serene,how cute!

Went home after that the secong time for the "Prate Ship"cause really very late le(for my dad)cause i actually said i would leave at 4...but in the end,i left there at about 6.30...

Ps,never take any pictures...

Back at one

2008-11-13T13:46:00.007+08:00

Back At One
It's undeniable that we should be together
It's unbelievable how I used to say that out for never
The basis that need to know if don't know just how I feel
Then let me show you how that I'm for real
If all things in time I will reveal
Yeah
One, to make a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one
So incredible the way things work themselves out
And all emotional once you know what it's all about babe
And undesirable for us to be apart
Never would have made it very far
Cause you know you got the keys to my heart
Cause one, Your like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'

Fell In Love with this song when i went malaysia-Johor's Jusco...It was there playing...so nice lor
Recommended!!!

What is love?It's a painful feeling..

Why is love painful?Because the person I love have left me...

Why does the person you love leaves you..?Because the person I love doesnt feel the same way...

Talking aout y past again...

2008-11-06T22:01:00.002+08:00

One of my Kor talked with me through a conversation then talk until relationship thingy then I told him I'm not ready to get into relationship yet cause he asked me to give Lewis a chance.
Then I tell my past that caused me un-ready,he asked me to share,so I shared.
I typed until I started recalling and so started to cry.
It's not easy as you think when you asked me to start a relationship again do you know I have to cry in the night to get a bright smile in the day in the past,it's real pain.女人真的不易做啊,咳,sometimes I feel that I'm really a failure.
Just...hais.
Say I dont care is fake,HOW CAN I DONT CARE?
If I dont care,my world will be crushing down!!!
But I know I wouldnt fall so easily cause I have my gans with me,my mum guiding from above and church friends...thank you all,I'll rmb this in my entire life!

2008-10-31T20:34:00.005+08:00

A sudden urge to tear,
A sudden felt of pain,
A sudden you;appeared'
A sudden you;disappeared,
A sudden felt of lost because of you.
I always thought you have already walked out of my life
But why,once again stole my heart again
And now abandon me again.
Now,I can finally understand those who are being "thrown away after use"...
Since you want to leave le,why leave a scar behind,reminding of our past
And now,I cant concentrate,AND IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU!
I given you up but you stil wandering around me,why do that?!
Do you know you are trying to be cruel to me?
I hate you for that!I really do!
Maybe it's not about forgetting the love,
But about remembering the love.
You are so mean!I tear for you,
Come to think of it;I'm stupid enough to do so,
But I just cant help it!
Just remove this charm that you had cast on me!PLEASE,I BEG OF YOU!
Get the hell out of my life!
I want my life back,it's real stupid just to think of it,seriously!

2008-10-27T19:27:00.007+08:00

Still reading on Low Kay Hwa's "To Forget You"...The first few pages already made me cry like a river flows...sooo fantasy nia,I don;t think it'll happen in reality lor...
Early in the morning had breakfast with the Kong family cause today is Min Jie's birthday...

Happy 10th Birthday,Min Jie

Before meeting for breakfast,Bo Jing wanted to give some gift for Min Jie,but my dad dislike the gift that my brother was going to give so they started their quarrelling,god!Can't stand them lor...My brother then pull a long face after that...haiyo...We went East Coast to rent bike to ride...screams are heard...again,from me,as usual...but this time my scream scared off a little boy,and they think that it was I who knock him down...but didn't...he panicked too when I screamed...haha
Visited my godfather after that,around 2-3plus pm at Genaral Hospital...he said that tmr he is having an operation to remove something that cause destruction to the flowing of blood and the operation will last about 4hours..so long nia...kinda worried for him,but he still puts on that happy face...If it was me,I wouldn't smile liao,in fact I will be worried...

2008-10-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

Everyone has a gift from God;a talent from God
and me,though my gift isnt able to comfort people well
but i'm glad that God gave me friends!!!
Count our blessings,the bible said so...simple blessing will do
I feel blessed and contented so I'm happy...

Today Sports Day again...I've got two more items to complete...today gone darker as well...sian...now black-black liao (sob sob)

2008-10-21T22:04:00.004+08:00

The reason why you never cross my mind is because;
You’re always on my mind.
The reason why I don’t like you is because;
I Love You.
The reason why I don’t want you is because;
I Need You.
The reason why I wouldn’t cry if you left is because;
I would DIE if you left.
The reason I wouldn’t live for you is because;
I would die for you.
The reason why I’m not willing to do anything for you is because;
I would do EVERYTHING for you.
And the reason why I chose my life is because;
YOU’RE MY LIFE…

I'm Lifeless without you though I still have to carry on in life.

A video I watched...and It has almost the same story as I've seen in a musical.
[I Love You]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaGxNsCo8wU&feature=related

And another clip that I think you should watch as well;
[How Much Do You Love Me?]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-HE_qbsq2A&feature=related

And I just watched Belinda there de video..toushes me too...tears start to flow you know...so gan ren

Love.
It can be blissful but, also your worst nightmare.
There is no one that can win at love, including me...
Don't let love be your biggest regret.
If only I had waited.
Maybe then I would've lived to hear him say...
"I Love You"
If Only...I could turn the hands of time...

Today's post all love love thingy...dunno why hahahas

2008-10-10T20:54:00.003+08:00

Today though I had fun,but before going out with Serene,Jonathan and Isaiah;I abit don't want to go cause scared sian but in the end still go.In fact,now I regret why I had this thought...haiyo,dear me...haha :P

I meet Serene at her doorstep as usual...then we walk to plaza to wait for Jonathan.After he come,we decided to go Long John Silver to eat...I didnt eat the things there.I ate some sushi...Oyishi nes der!It was a surprise to see WeiLi working there.haha lol...she say that I'm going to get it from her,lol,I never disturb her nia...dotz...After that came Isaiah...We were like crazy kiaans there..siao siao de...hehheh...Saw Judy,Kimberly,Cynthia and Elishe at Long John Silvers but is after Jonathan had eaten half way le.

We took 961 to the place...and I seriously forgotten where was it...but I still remember that in the bus also abit siao siao...haha

Aiya,Overall,Perfect but Today isn't my day la maybe

2008-10-08T22:43:00.001+08:00

Exams are finally over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
had a day that we are yearned for but this year we like no mood maybe because this year is streaming year...lol..hope that everyone got good results,...so...god bless and good luck!!!

2008-09-27T12:14:00.002+08:00

Hi,back to post
my return will be quite shocking...cause you all know that I only wanna post after exams
feeling bored but no choice
since it's EOY,I've to strive for the best...won't let you disappoint,mum...
go back study le,bye