Mnet Asian Music Awards 2011 in Singapore!!!

Mnet PD's choice Awards - YB Find the Dream Breaker 
Best Asian Artist China - Jane Zhang Ling Ying 
Style in Music - Seo In Young Into The Rhythm 
Singapore's Choice - SuperJunior Mr. Simple 
Hottest Asian Artist - KODA KUMI Bling Bling Bling 
Best New Asian Artist(Group) - AZIATIX Go
Best New Asian Artist(Solo) - VISION WEI Run Away 
Best Vocal Performance Group - 2NE1 Lonely 
Best O.S.T - Back Ji Young That Woman (Secret Garden OST) 
Best Music Video - BIGBANG Love Song 
Best Band Performance - CNBLUE Intuition 
Best Rap Performance - LEESSANG Turned off the TV 
Best Vocal Performance Solo - IU Good Day 
Best Dance Performance(solo) - Hyun-A Bubble Pop 
Best Dance Performance(Male Group) - BEAST Fiction 
Best Dance Performance(Female Group) - miss A Good-bye Baby 
Best Male Group - SuperJunior Mr. Simple 
Best Female Group - Girls' Generation The Boys 
Best Male Artist - Kim Hyun Joong Break Down 
Best Female Artist - Baek Ji Young Ordinariness 
Best New Male Artist - Huh Gak hello 
Best New Female Artist - A Pink I Don’t Know
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Song of the Year - 2NE1 I Am the Best
Artist of the Year - Girls' Generation The Boys
Album of the Year - SuperJunior Mr. Simple
10:00PM








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Everything is still cool as before, no talks no nothing. Give small talks but none response. 
Zhu-ka-ehyo, to my dearest Cousin for today it's her last day of 'A' Levels! Eye control got better but the problem is still there...hais, I really see no point in continuing the appointments ><
Feel like a stalker sometimes when I look at your social networking websites to know your updates...well whatever, don't care what you say right now. I just want...nvm


Well, I guess that's all for now...

change

Went for the SKINHUB appointment w siyuan..dad sent us there :)

After that went to look for dress. Found a black one...body fit kind...

Bought dye and went siyuan's house to change the colour of my hair :)

It turns out not exactly what I expected. It was supposed to be reddish brown but it looks like bright brown :X

Went I reach home no one realise until just now my cousin(guy) ask "you dye hair ar?" Hais....got nagged a little. Bad comments received from my aunt of the dress I bought :(

I guess I'll be going out again....

screwed up

I can't believe that I screwed up so much stuff.... its like now I'm lost...I don't know what to do now...God, a little help here!!!

Confronted jarrod and I realise that to him I'm a total flirt....a guy Hunter....I don't know that it'll turn out this way....yet I don't know how to explain myself....I am not finding new guys! I know whatever I say now he no longer believes... okay so I'm like a slut now? And the people I know is not nothing to me okay! Jarrod, you...hais...nvm

Terry after......now thinks I'm probing into his personal life?! What the fuck! I'm only concern as a friend and gentle reminder that he should not be too engrossed until forget his date....is that wrong? And he's like saying that I'm not supposed to talk about the things on his post. Arghh whatever!

Males think so differently from females that often creates misunderstanding? Ahhh whatever? It's just a matter of whether you want to understand ornot...

For me I always screwed up relations with people because of this, why is it always like this?

I feel so terrible that I can't feel sharp pain everywhere...

resolved...i think

I'm not that sure, after all that long long messages, everything becomes a little awkward...plus I can and I will accept that if we are meant to be friends, so be it...because it's no rush... You're right, like & love are 2 different words...

With you, I can voice out everything I want to, thus makes even more open & straightforward...whatever it is this is just it... I don't have to think too much after knowing your side...

disappointed..

I'm so pissed yet there's nothing I could do...seriously!!

You and your unsure feeling has caused me to feel something for you...I'm sure you don't know that....

I really don't know where I get the courage to be so straightforward to you and ask if you still like me ornot...OMG!!! But the fact that you still want to talk to me cause you treat me as a friend really upsets me. You know it made me more upset when I said you don't have to explain it to me but you said because I'm your friend so you want to tell me.
When I ask what do you like about her you said you like her probably because she understand you without you saying anything?! You got to be kidding! Arghh!!! Whatever! I really feel like a pathetic person....

After I felt something for you, you became like this....what is this?!

唯爱 lyrics

想 你 的 心 从 未 改 变 依 然 还 爱 你
xiǎng nǐ de xīn cóng wèi gǎi biàn yī rán hái ài nǐ
我 的 心 跳 从 这 一 刻 只 为 了 你 呼 吸
wǒ de xīn tiào cóng zhè yí kè zhǐ wèi le nǐ hū xī
分 离 让 我 尝 尽 相 思 的 苦
fēn lí ràng wǒ cháng jìn xiāng sī de kǔ
遗 忘 该 如 何 忘 记
yí wàng gāi rú hé wàng jì
在 无 人 的 漆 黑 夜 晚 总 会 想 起 你
zài wú rén de qī hēi yè wǎn zǒng huì xiǎng qǐ nǐ
你 的 爱 曾 经 那 麽 熟 悉 刻 骨 又 铭 心
nǐ de ài céng jīng nà me shú xī kè gǔ yòu míng xīn
拥 抱 我 怎 能 将 你 放 弃
yōng bào wǒ zěn néng jiāng nǐ fàng qì
不 要 让 我 失 去 你
bú yào ràng wǒ shī qù nǐ
将 我 贪 婪 的 爱 摧 毁 了 撕 裂 了 我 的 心
jiāng wǒ tān lán de ài cuī huǐ le sī liè le wǒ de xīn
我 只 要 在 你 怀 里 永 不 分 离
wǒ zhǐ yào zài nǐ huái lǐ yǒng bù fēn lí
只 要 坚 守 诺 言 爱 就 不 会 脆 弱
zhǐ yào jiān shǒu nuò yán ài jiù bú huì cuì ruò
( 乞 求 真 爱 坚 持 到 底 我 爱 你 )
( qǐ qiú zhēn ài jiān chí dào dǐ wǒ ài nǐ )
如 果 是 你 我 想 再 说 我 爱 你
rú guǒ shì nǐ wǒ xiǎng zài shuō wǒ ài nǐ
在 无 人 的 漆 黑 夜 晚 总 会 想 起 你
zài wú rén de qī hēi yè wǎn zǒng huì xiǎng qǐ nǐ
你 的 爱 曾 经 那 麽 熟 悉 刻 骨 又 铭 心
nǐ de ài céng jīng nà me shú xī kè gǔ yòu míng xīn
拥 抱 我 怎 能 将 你 放 弃
yōng bào wǒ zěn néng jiāng nǐ fàng qì
不 要 让 我 失 去 你
bú yào ràng wǒ shī qù nǐ
将 我 贪 婪 的 爱 摧 毁 了 撕 裂 了 我 的 心
jiāng wǒ tān lán de ài cuī huǐ le sī liè le wǒ de xīn
我 只 要 在 你 怀 里 永 不 分 离
wǒ zhǐ yào zài nǐ huái lǐ yǒng bù fēn lí
只 要 坚 守 诺 言 爱 就 不 会 脆 弱
zhǐ yào jiān shǒu nuò yán ài jiù bú huì cuì ruò
( 乞 求 真 爱 坚 持 到 底 我 爱 你 )
( qǐ qiú zhēn ài jiān chí dào dǐ wǒ ài nǐ )
如 果 是 你 我 想 再 说 我 爱 你
rú guǒ shì nǐ wǒ xiǎng zài shuō wǒ ài nǐ

I love the lyrics...I don't know why either...