Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Today,I think it's thr worst day. Though only onw thing happen.

EL was first period,had Compositon Test.
E-Math,we had new classmate,Bryan Tam(claps...)
Recess then I realised I forogtten to bring money,wallet without money,aren't I stupid??

Of course,we won't be late for Ms Cjang;s lesson,therefore,we went up to the classroom early.Never did I thought I has hiatory assignment.And Ms Chang,beforehand,had already warned us about not handing up assignments.20 people in the classs,inculding me,did not hand up.Ms Chang was so pissed off thst she scolded us then she walked out of the classroom.During the time she was away,we all did the assignments that wasn;t been done.As I was doing,I reflected on what a student I am!
When she returned,she handled a piece of paper and asked the whole class to sign on it.The paper was on an agreement to switch subject teacher.Students of 2G'08 all signed.Belinda,Serene,Agnes,HuaySin and I did not sign,some other 2F'08 did not sign.When passed to JiaMing,he went up infront of Ms Chang and Tore it into half.We were like shocked tio,didn;t expect he would do that.Ms Chang was like "You tear also no use,I still can print and ask all of you to sign it!"
She went off again,but then,we finished our assignments.She returned with all of 3F'09's work an smacked it on the table,and walked off AGAIN.Some of us when to chase after Ms Chang to the staff room.Some of us like KunDa,Belinda and I end up crying after she talk to us then when back into the staff room,I cried,"I promiesed I will do my work,please don't leave!"But it was no use.We decided to stay outside the staff room and wait till she come out again.Ms Chang then screamed at us to go back to class.Ms Rani then saw the whole scene.

Ms Rani then return to class with us.She talked to us for awhile about Ms Chang the asked us to do a reflection for the whole of CD lesson.Ms Rani also couldn't help us as we are also at fault.A lot of us when emo,but the 2G'08 girls like bo-chap lor.WE MAY LOSE MS CHANG!!!

After school,met up with Sonia and Nadira to discuss stuff.After that went met up with Gina and ShiNi.Then they both asked me what are the reasons for not accepting KJ,but some are not from my idea...
Reasons are:

( To be posted soon...)

That's all fols,no mood to type anymore...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

爱太痛


吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不了 因为
得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不情它
得快死了 却无法把割舍
... 我不能睡 ...

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

能不能不了 因为
得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不情它
我不能够 不能够不
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This songs seems to explain my feelings...hahahs
Don't know...

Friday, March 27, 2009

Copy what Mr. Lye do...
Mr. Lye stand damn close to me,make me uneasy...
Mother & Daughter
Edited by me (:
Me and my drawing... :P
Agnes dodging the cam

Today damn sian...
I today don't know what happen,send mean things to KJ;here's what i sent:
你能为了我帮我跟 Jarrod 讲我有多喜欢他也能 sacrifice 你的爱来换我的幸福吗?
He replied that if i really like Jarrod,he would help me...
But do you think i'm cruel?
Any comments allowed.
But i always had treat him as a friend,but i also asked him whether he would give up,he say "now,no"...
I still like Jarrod,but already rejected le,what can i do?
Kerby say i funny,like Jarrod this kind of guy,but i really cant help it...it just happened like this on the second week of January...I started liking him on that week..

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Today feel alittle weird weird de
Don't know why
hahahs
Anyway,i feel cold air between Jarrod and I,saw him staring at me alittle while but that doen't mean anything,right?
becasue the questions i asked him caused the weridness between
At the afternoon,I decided to ask him for an specific answer because I didn't not get an definite answer
But today I did get an answer from him
We chatted through sms
Me:"Do you have any girl in mind?YOU HAVE TO REPLY THIS... Did you ever thought of giving me a chance?I know i buay-ba but you must reply..."
Jarrod:"I do not have any girl in mind."
Me:"How bout the below part of the question from the previous message?"
Jarrod"no"
He meant that he had never thought of giving me a chance
Then sms him back:"Thanks...Still friends right?"
But he did not reply,but it's still ok with me
At least i get an answer or i'll still be waiting,though he already hurt me but 长痛不如短痛
Love is a sacrifice...Love can hurt too but as long as another partner is happy the other party will be happy,and everyone will not be so "complicated"

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Today I finally take up all my courage to confess to Jarrod,now i can tell who he is.

Today also nothing much happen lor...lol just very sian

Monday, March 23, 2009

Permission
Always
Required
Take
Your
Time
Imagination
Means
Everything!
Therefore:It stands for P-A-R-T-Y-T-I-M-E!Party Time!
Wasn't that tough for today...Just that new rumours are around again,ABOUT ME!AGAIN!
Nothing much happened before recess,but after recess,was math.JunYuan wanted to lend my notebook
I was like "我为什么要借你呢?我跟你很熟啊?"He was like"不要这样嘞!"Then I was like"YOU THINK I CARE?"

Then was A-Math...
Changed new teacher,good news to many but when all know is Rani,all say,"die liao lor"
But a what relief,Rani never come...got relief teacher take our class,so KD,me,Belinda,Serene,HS and Agnes decided to play "Truth or Dare" but the only condition is : only can choose "Dare" or it wont be fun if keep choosing "Truth" ,so it's ok cause we are quite prepared to do any embarrassing stuff...

We keep picking our dares on JQ,Jarrod,Samuel and especially Leon,...Dont know why...
hahahhs
I kana -
First time:Dare say "我爱你!" to Leon;可是就说不出口 because the one i love is him...
Second time:Dared to say "Samuel,你好帅哦!"lol...he look at me and give me a =,= look...funny
Third time:Dared to whisper to Leon's ears "你爱我吗?" Like what the hell!He looked at me,making me feel ma-loo when i went back to my seat
Fourth time:Sing "O Jarrod,你是我的 Romeo~..."

The rest of Serene they all the i never write cause it's up to them to write to their blog...
But i sure had fun...
Before we all moved on to DT/ART/FN,KD asked Leon,something like "You like LeeYing ar?"
I was like LOL,don't talk nonsense can!?Damn sia,nvm if they did it for fun...

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Today is 'homework day'!
To clear my homework but until now,is still 1/3 due to Social Studies...
Too hard nia
The outlines...blahblahblah...
To speak frankly,i did my homework with computer on,handphone around,television around...Distractions :P
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My feelings for HIM hasn't waver a single bit because he just give me the feeling i had when i fell in love with HK...
Speaking of HK,i saw him today while buying lunch,good thing he didnt see me
He's been the same,buying food for his family members...
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Tmr's outing cancelled...so sian... ):
Cannot see my 6.9 classmates...
I miss seeing them,but why should i?
That treated me that bad once,but that is because i treat them as friends...

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Today went church with KnMing uncle's car on my own cause daddy with my bro lom-pang someone else's vehicle
Whatever it is...
Dont even know it was 姐妹日 nia... How STUPID...The brothers made donuts for us...how sweet...but that fudge were disgusting...This i must admit... )):
After that is worship i fall asleep accidentally but got wake up a few times...opps :P
After worship met up with KangJie cause I asked him to come over for ballgames...had lunch with him at MOS and saw WeiLi and she started talking nonsense...o bother...
During ballgame we played crazily but before that,we were stuck at the old church because it rain too heavily...
But thank GOD JiaFa came to the rescue :) thanks...
KangJie and I went off early to get ready for the musical held at night at the recital hall titled :"生命 no Take 2!"
Blah blah blah...
During the musical,one of the part i wept...opps cause toooooooo touching... :P
KangJie handed me tissue,so sweet,dont 想歪哦!
After the whole thing end blah blah blah...
JinZhen brought me and him to BP LRT then he decided to bring me home...
Then half way,I asked him go home cause someone i knew was around...


So that's the end of today's happenings... :)

Saturday, March 14, 2009


I wonder what would become of my brother in the future??
Will he grow up??
I'll just dont understand!!!
Just now i pushed him,making him fall on the sofa,leg hitting the metal(my fault),but it's only a bruise...should have recovered...
Still shouting pain that's why he haven't had his lunch because pain,even i can walk when my leg kana bruise,why can't he???
If this even carries on,I wonder how he's going to survive in the future or even the National Service????
Not helping him by lunch is because i want him to walk,be more independent?Am i wrong to do so?
To think of that,why i'm able to gain so much independent while he can't?
He stills has to grow up right?but i will not be forever by his side...HE HAS TO GROW UP!

Friday, March 13, 2009

Back home to post...
Cause later going back to school for the "Parent-Teacher Meeting Sessions" for sec4&5
Then Ms Jamine want the sec3 SCs to help out...sian
Luckily i rejected the programme after this session,Mr Lye expect me to go AVA duty for "Sec2 Streaming Talk"...
I'm not Superwoman nia
I'll end here...Bye!!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I tell you a "wow" thing...
My hist,i got two zeros so my score is 7/22...which means F9...
siansss
Chemistry...ermmm...just passed but very dangerous le
Few more days before March holidays starts... :P

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

SIANNN!!!!!!!
My math nine more points to get full marks
ARGHHH!!!!!
The points are careless mistake one lor...(sobbs)
What a pity lor!!!
Got the same results as Mummy...

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Today is my LAST PAPER!
Cause ART student no paper tmr :DD
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Went to plaza to eat lunch with Gina then ask for the pricing of her phone again...hahhahs
Go home lo...my dad at home to welcome me home...first time!
Went to plaza again to make specs when finish received a msg from JiaJun saying that he saw me...lol
The optitian say i never increse degree is just that my eye muscle weak,my eyeball also very dry,and need to maintain moist.The optitian say it mostly only happens to older ppl...
Why happen to me?